How do I find a dominant woman?

So I’m 22 years old and have never experienced a BDSM relationship but I do want to be a part of one.It looks thrilling and fun at the same time,the job I would want to do in the BDSM relationship is to be the submissive.To live to honor,to serve,and please my master in any way.I really want to find a dominant woman I’m a submissive person. (I’m having a difficulty trying to figure out my gender right now all I can say is something’s I feel like a trans girl and sometimes a femboy.But Idk that’s just something I’m dealing with right now)

I’ve seen porn on dom women dominating men who are submissive and I love it!Idk if this makes me sound unconfident or not but really I just would like to be told what to do,be instructed.Like a slave that actually wants to serve their master no just for their benefit but the benefit of the slave as well.I want to please my master and receive rewards.I view wanting to be a submissive to be like a job,a job that I actually want to go to instead of going to a job that makes you want to blow your brains out.Bc at this job you get rewarded in a way that makes you happy and that’s what I would want.I feel like what I want in a reward is like probably after BDSM session cuddles,or even kissing or making out.

I just wonder where can I find dominant women?